Yesterday was also very busy and my stress level is breaking heart-attack range right now. Neither of us make enough money to support our lives right now. Once in a blue moon we get into a finanancial pinch and here we are again! I have an electric bill demanding attention, cable, and then rent… not [...]
I had a busy day yesterday and I was gone from 8 in the morning to 10:30 at night. School all morning, then off to the gym, and completed my day at Sur La Table. It was a very busy day, but the thing is I like that. I like being busy like that. I [...]
I logged onto chat today and almost everyone is gone? Where is everyone? No Allan? No Brian? No Chippy? No Ian? Adolfo had a mood swing last night. He left me a note and was gone before I got up this morning… in the note he said nice things. I am working and schooling the [...]
Day#3 at school. Week is going well. Nothing to bitch about. It’s been a busy week and I am enjoying being busy. Sucks that I am not at a 100%. I feel bloated. I feel bored with my Job. I took my resume into Chef Hoffmeister for his review and I will hopefully get some [...]
Today was the first day abck to school. It went okay. I have a new teached whom I have not warmed up to yet. He seems okay and he seems like a competant feller and all. We will see. I just want to learn some cool stuff. For the next three weeks we will be [...]
I had a wonderful weekend with Adolfo so far. Friday night we went to go see LXG and just as the movie started we got into a fight and then when we got home we made up. He turned evil for a few hours… surprise. Since then we have had a good day. We had [...]
Oh my hell… it’s Friday and 114 degrees predicted outside. 90 degrees at 4 am this morning and it is going to be the same through next week at least. I am so stressed out right now over all kinds of the usual things. I wish I could be more confident and self secure about [...]
I guess I have a few things I am going to mention: 1. I had another one of those nights, last night, wherein I dream about a lot of little things and lot of them are very stressful. I cannot remember any of them which sucks. I tossed and turned all night. It’s wierd what [...]
No dream updates, no anger at Adolfo, nothing special today to report. Who knows how long I can keep this doary updated properly with school starting on Monday. I am stressing stressing stressing over so many things right now. Money is my usual issue. We are way tight with cash right now and I am [...]
I do not remember my dreams last night…. but this was another morning where it was hard to get my ass out of bed. Kieth called me last night, Kieth is a pal of mine from school, thinking I was dreaming about him the night before. Wishful THINKING tiger… ha ha ha. You know, I [...]
