Archive for October, 2003

Thursday, October 30th, 2003

I should clarify a statement I made in the last entry… I do love my family, but my frustration goes to my dad sometimes and the way he and I relate to each other. No one else… Well, there is my mom. She’s nuts and I worry about her a lot. My sister, that is [...]

Thursday, October 30th, 2003

I am about to leave for school and have been thinking about my previous 2 diary entries. When it comes to money I get more stressed than anything else. By Wednesday I feel like I have just worried as much as I possibly could and give in completely to whateveer fate has in store. I [...]

Tuesday, October 28th, 2003

Money is a huge issue right now. I feel so pressed. Some may have noticed my last diary entry wherein I highlighted my freakout lastnight. I am loosing sleep over it. I am stressing to the point where I simply must have a heart attack soon. Should I quit school? Should Igo out and fnd [...]

Monday, October 27th, 2003

I am hemeraging money right now… my balls are swollen frm being kicked over and over again. Ergh!!! I am frustrated. Anyway… other than that life sucks right now. ergh….

Monday, October 20th, 2003

I was determined to get out of town this weekend. I had even written on our calendar next to the front door: “Out of Town”. So, Adolfo made all this noise about taking me out for dinner, but I thought it would be better to get out of town Friday instead of Saturday… I wanted [...]

Wednesday, October 8th, 2003

I went to a food show at the raceway this morning and it was kinda boring. It was for U.S. Food Service and there were a tone of food samples sitting around. Yawn… the only exciting thing was that it was on the Las Vegas Raceway and I could see cars going around the track. [...]

Monday, October 6th, 2003

I am tired, stressed, and other stuff. I just got home from school – then the gym – but could use a nap. No real mney schedueld to come in and it is stressing me out big-time. Scott

Sunday, October 5th, 2003

Sometimes I feel very lost in this world. Sometimes I feel like I wish I was not here. Sometimes I feel like I am so alone and in spite of Adoldo being around or hundreds of people in the gym, around, whatever… I would give my right arm to be with my freinds at a [...]