Monthly Archives: October 2003

I should clarify a statement I made in the last entry… I do love my family, but my frustration goes to my dad sometimes and the way he and I relate to each other. No one else… Well, there is … Continue reading →

I am about to leave for school and have been thinking about my previous 2 diary entries. When it comes to money I get more stressed than anything else. By Wednesday I feel like I have just worried as much … Continue reading →

Money is a huge issue right now. I feel so pressed. Some may have noticed my last diary entry wherein I highlighted my freakout lastnight. I am loosing sleep over it. I am stressing to the point where I simply … Continue reading →

I am hemeraging money right now… my balls are swollen frm being kicked over and over again. Ergh!!! I am frustrated. Anyway… other than that life sucks right now. ergh….

I was determined to get out of town this weekend. I had even written on our calendar next to the front door: “Out of Town”. So, Adolfo made all this noise about taking me out for dinner, but I thought … Continue reading →

I went to a food show at the raceway this morning and it was kinda boring. It was for U.S. Food Service and there were a tone of food samples sitting around. Yawn… the only exciting thing was that it … Continue reading →

I am tired, stressed, and other stuff. I just got home from school – then the gym – but could use a nap. No real mney schedueld to come in and it is stressing me out big-time. Scott

Sometimes I feel very lost in this world. Sometimes I feel like I wish I was not here. Sometimes I feel like I am so alone and in spite of Adoldo being around or hundreds of people in the gym, … Continue reading →