Today was another day that I found very difficult. My mind was outside of myself through the first half of it, though I struggled to stay focused at work. I told a co-worker how much I appreciated him and he really seemed warmed by it. I have thoughts of being able to be very open [...]
OMG! Moved but not unpacked….completely anyway! This apartment is considerable more smaller than our last. Still two bedroom, still two bath… but MAYBE 25% of the storage space. Going to work today was painful. I am not suited for this job and I know it. The spirits are telling me to leave when I can [...]
ugh! I have not been updating this. Instead I grouse at Allan, Keith, or Emily. (Who’s Emily??? See me on Frienster and her, too). Anyway, I woke up this morning stressing my balls off. All of my work clothes were missing and I could not account for them. I last wore them on Tuesday, where [...]
Well, this has been a bizzy month. Tonight I am just trying to pay some bills and catch up on a few things. Gary! Guess what I have been doing…? I got started collecting comic books again within the last couple months. This time it seems mostly DC more than Marvel… because Marvel has become [...]
I’ve been a little bizzy this week with stuff… my best bud from ghigh school came to visit this week from California. He lives in Visalia now and is a Sherriff out there… Anyway, they arrived and we planned on spending a lot of time together and we did. Life was also deminding my time [...]
A girl at work asked me a question today: “Do you have any regrets?” I answered “yes” immediately… it was a simple question to me. I have fell into several pit-falls in my life and have made a variety of wrong turns. I did not fixate on it, but she continued asking: So, I told [...]
Looks like I might stay with the Venetian for a little while. I was thinking I might not stay past my probation period, but I decided to stay still for a little while and try and save some money. I am wondering what the next step is???? Anyway, I was sure I would just up [...]
