So, if anyone is reading this AT ALL. I added a new page to the site last night featuring my goals. It’s in the about section… this is a work in progress and will be updated. I’ve been thinking: (This is where I will relieve my brain of it’s wild thinking and get it out [...]
Goals, goals, goals… no excuses. No blaming anyone else. No more limits. No more worrying about what other peole think. I need to be ME! So what about Adolfo, Scott? WELL, we had another fight this week and I hit him with a lot of things I was angry about that went back to last [...]
Imagine standing in the eye of a hurricane. All around you is the storm and you can see things in that wind that is swirling around you: Adolfo and my commitment. My ability to love Adolfo. My weight and self-image issues. My future happiness My desire to fullfill something inside of me…. (I’ll explain more [...]
Ever since we got back, for the most part, Adolfo has been very sweet. He has his moody moment, he will always be a negative bith, but he is learning to curb it all. I have not finished reading my book yet… though it has changed pace to something quite exciting. Someone tried to kill [...]
good crap… i ahve managed to make an entry every day for the last week. i must be bored, not have enough to do, or just need to get a lot of crap off my chest. i want to encourage my freinds to do this blog thing too so I can share soemthing with them. [...]
I bought this stuff called “Advil” last night and I have to tell you I am thrilled. I feel SOOOO good today. My back is not bothering me at all! Good news, eh? Last night on a news show 48 Hours I saw a sotry on dieting and it has me thinking a lot. [...]
In the last three days my back has been KILLING ME! I either pulled a muscle in the center of my back or have an ice-pick back there that is invisible to the eye. Wednesday I took a lot of aspirin and thought it was going away. I dealt with it yesterday and aspirin’d it [...]
My first day back to work was… just another day. It was somewhat uneventful and boring as usual. I am starting to see that I will not achieve anything as long as I stay where I am… I suppose I knew that coming in. But, where do I go next? I talked to Jean [...]
We are now home from vacation and the pictures are posted in the gallery. It was a good time away… it was good being together. It was not without it’s moments. We left on the 7th for San Diego and arrived 6 hours later. The drive was long and tedious. The hotel was nice enough, [...]
I just molested Adolfo in the shower. He was being a bitch for a while because he was mad at me for something stupid… then while he was showering, I climbed in nek-ed and we talked… then I attacked. ha ha ha! Monday, this observed holiday, we cleaned up the apartment a little and got [...]
