There are days when one sees life twisted a little. Today was a really good day. I got permission from Adolfo to go to a pool party at the Blue Moon Resort and was able to relax and chill out. There were a lot of other fags in this clothing optional, men only resort with [...]
I managed to put some bad mojo in the universe recently and have been suffering the last couple of days… usually by my own frustrations and issues. Today I blew my lid a couple of times and got so pissed off that I was literally shaking afterward. It’s all so fucking stupid. When I get [...]
my outlet for expression has been on mySpace.com/scottkraske for the most part in recent weeks. it may even be considered an obsession. but, i ever since i started on mySpace i have been meeting and aquainting with some seriously interesting people. mind you…. i only get to know these people so deeply, but it’s been [...]
I got an awesome e-mail today from someone who said they read my journal (Diary) often and I felt so good about it. I am right now going on 21 hours since I last slept and need to be ready to return to work tomorrow night. I might be a little delusional about now. Watched [...]
Things have been good with Adolfo and I. Let’s see how long this lasts. We’ve done this before wherein I was ready to bail on the relationship because of his shitty attitude and my self esteeem issues and then like a rubber band everything prings back in the opposite direction. Somebody called me moody last [...]
Last night we had a few guests over to help us celebrate our 5 years together. Which included the year we spent together in the early ninties. I think it all comes together. So, I did not get much sleep yesterday. I passed out after breakfast on the couch and probably could have slept through [...]
