My new word for Now to September – simplify I’d like to say I am done carrying around a lot of baggage in this world. I have stuff that goes back to Adolfo – back to Brian – back to Long Beach. There is this delusion I was building while I was with Adolfo and [...]
Seems like such a long week. Kaidy was here for the first part of it and it was really nice having him here. I hope I did not bore him too much, but we seemed to do some nice things. Got some pool time in – as usual – and made a couple of really [...]
Just thought I would make a note. This year is passing slowly… yet one of my big milestones for the year is coming up… yes – Burning Man. I am looking ahead at the event coming in 41 days and wondering… what then? But with all the stuff going on right now… a distinct lack [...]
It’s been a wierd week and I am trying to review my life situation and determine where I need to go and what sacrifices I need to make. It’s frustrating as I struffle to make ends meet – like everyone else in this country – and make plans to shed a lot of the crap [...]
I felt like this whole day was different. We’re past that crazy period after the full moon – and it’s a f’d up period – but now there is renewed energy in the cosmos. It’s a lunar thing… follow it and you might be surprised. I digress. Without getting into detail I have been suffering [...]
It’s been an interesting week. I started it off with a lot of fun and thought – coming to some conclusions. As many know I started a new journey at the end of last summer set for 1 year. Well, that year is coming to a conclusion with the completion of Burning Man. No – [...]
So, I had some time to think about this guy I got involved with and think that it as a huge mistake. He has no idea and no concept of empathy; which is fine as long as the attitude is not cruel. In a way it went there and he is so about himself that [...]
Change and Chaos go hand in hand. In this case chaos is in the heart. I started seeing someone recently and then I was told – I am not physically attracted to you. The natural question about starting at all is… then why? Why start something to begin with and use words like “love” if [...]
