I just took Tom out for a walk… Right before this event took place Tom comes over to me, stands 3 feet away, and stares at me. It’s a clear sign he wants to go out for a walk. I say to him, not now. I get huffed at and he walks away, going to [...]

What to do when 1 million things need to be done in 7 days or less. What to do when there are no resources to do it, too? Well, the answer is I have no friggin clue. I am sitting here trying to balance a box on my nose and juggle jugs of nitro … [...]

It is so close to the departure for Burning Man and I am really nervous. I am sitting here in a sea of bills and behind on a car payment and feel like I cannot do anything about any of it. I was out walking Tom and started wondering if I was going to have [...]

It’s funny with all the bitching and kvetching about friends that – occasionally – there are some nice surprised. Mexican-John materialized this weekend after more than a month absence. Turns out he got involved with some douchebag (oops, I mean he was dating this guy) whom I met today. One word: douche. Have you figured [...]

So, I have a lot of things to think about these days. There is a storm brewing which we will call chaos. Chaos breeds change and the first thing I do is look around and determine – what keeps me here in Las Vegas other than a shitty lease. I ask myself – where are [...]

In the process of coming to terms with a lot of things, I feel this huge shadow coming over me. As the world darkens I feel like there is a short row of brightly lit passages ahead. Which one shall I pass through? I have been struggling with work since February when I was laid [...]

So, I woke up this morning looking around myself and feeling like such a fraud. It’s funny to make a statement like that, but one of the things I have been struggling with is the identity of who I am. I have passions and I love doing a full and complete job, but I can [...]

So, I manage site vistor statistics that are working behind the scenes of the web site and I can see where people are from that are visiting. One of them is easy – mom. Yes… mom’s been on the site a couple times and that’s cool. BUT then I am confoosed because there are people [...]