I am officially middle aged as of this moment in time. It’s come like a bus and whacko! ha ha ha… whacko being the operative word. I have been doing a lot of thinking and a lot of reflecting over the last year-plus and now come to see some things better than before. I think [...]
So I have had a lot of ups and down emotionally lately and I am attributing it to the season. The holidays are tough on a person whether they actively know it or passively are not paying attention. None the less, I am dealing with it a day at a time and trying not to [...]
So, I cannot say a lot has gone right lately and my personal sense of self seems to be going a little haywire. Something is misfiring, I keep feeling like the earth is going to cave in under my feet. I am still working and am still doing my best. I hate feeling like I [...]
I have been holding off making any entries because it seems like a lot of the feedback I get from some people is that I am whining a lot. I’ve been called a whiner from a few people who say … oh, poor baby… or whatever. My mom flat out called me a whiner… she [...]
Well, today at work I designed another new site for the company and I think it looks good. We’ll see tomorrow if I still feel that way. I think it delivered the message. So, John (Mexican John) picked me up from work and I found myself feeling very chatty tonight. He is like my only [...]
As great as last weekend was this weekend was a face plant. Ugh… I got my head wrapped around some plans on Friday so fiercely that the consideration to say fuckit when it started going sour was set aside. I really should have just gone home after work, but I didn’t. I went to First [...]
