Monthly Archives: May 2010
shinaniganz
This was a long day. I did not let things get to me the way they could of, but I was still left thinking about a lot of things. Basically, I stayed in most of the day taking care of … Continue reading
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not a good time
There are times when the weight of the world is stting on one’s chest and laughing while spitting in your face. Although it feels like that, it’s good to remeber that you know so many people who would be happy … Continue reading
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screwed up f/u
Well, it’s been a couple days since I admitted to something stupid here in the journal. We talked yesterday and my infraction is being treated like I bombed the WTC on my own. It’s way over the top. Considering our … Continue reading
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from facebook
Someone had this posted “Give yourself the compassion you deserve for any and all past actions. Stop judging yourself harshly. All those errors and wrong actions were necessary for you to get beyond that placein your life. Be kind to … Continue reading
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screwed up (nfm)
It’s been a challenge, but since my previous entry every day has ended differently than before. I am making some new efforts to further bend me. To bend myself into something more evolved. Today – while taking a step forward … Continue reading
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changes
It may go without saying, or it might be the oldest saying there is, but it must be said. Now, I am going to hack this bitch up, but this is the general gist of what I am thinking: “How … Continue reading
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thoughts
I am waking up on Tuesday feeling more like the blob than an action hero. I remember when – not so long ago – nothing could get in my way. I remember when my self confidence was like steel and … Continue reading
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words can heal
So, tonight I had a nice conversation with buddy David who is staying with me temporarily. I asked a stupid question that started the dialog, but he gave me some insight and time to meditate on a challenge he presented … Continue reading
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updated me
So, I have been toying about another major renovation on my personal site, and here it is. Symbolism has always been something that appealed to me. Note the Tree of Life in the corner and the angel logo on the … Continue reading
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