this is going to sound very bi-polar but I am just fed up with the people I have been meeting. I was driving home from school tonight thinking about my adventured on Labor Day and how when I told a couple people about it I got judgment. A guy who is on Manhunt showing his cock next to a can of shaving gel comparing the size gave me an attitude. A guy who fucks in the shower in the gym indiscriminately gave me an attitude.
People are seriously fucked up. Fuck you and the red hot pony you all rode in on.
I remembered the work I could not think of when I was talking about Ben…. and it is the exact word. But I forgot it as I type this thing. Starts with a P… Patronize!!! I remembered it!!!! Just now… the word came back into my tiny brain.
Ben is a seriously nice guy who is not the kind of guy to burn a bridge, but I figured out he will shovel shit faster than a chain gang on their way to a whore house. I figured out that my ‘interest shown’ was just the thing to turn him off… people are so transparent. But damn if he keeps me thinking and wondering if I am wrong. So, I formally quit lamenting over the LOSERS in this city who are not interested in dating me.
Fuck you bitches…… gosh, it is sounding jaded huh???? Well, you have seen the cover page of my site, haven’t you?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!