Uriels Journal

recoveryHeadache

recoveryHeadache

This weekend was another …stock with the Burningman group. It was a huge party in the desert and it was good as usual. I think I am feeling like … maybe I’m not looking in the right place? Not sure. I go there to connect with other humans and I have so little in common with a bunch of straight people.

On the other hand, there is a lot of them I have come to genuinely like. Now, I have never been much of a party animal either, but these things sure beat hanging out in a club as a single person. Ugh… went to Charlies not long ago and it was just stressful.

There were more gay boys at this last stock than on previous occasions. I met a cute boy, but he was very young. He had a brilliant light in his soul and as much as I wanted to explore that I am – afraid. There are reasons that I can’t get into here, but let’s say it is all age related.

But what a sweet guy. A great hug.

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