Leaving tonight for the Bahamas and am feeling a lot of anxiety about the whole thing. I am going with a whole bunch of heterosexuals and they are usually … well, they walk to their own beat. ugh, heteros!
Tom will be staying with a neighbor because my planned babysitter flaked on me. It sucks when someone you think you can lean on – who has leaned on you in the past – proves you wrong. Man it sucks when people hurt you.
People always fuck it up. Friends are so temporary. People always hurt you. FUCK!